Wednesday 24 August 2011

Nostalgic

If somebody told me that I would be nostalgic about my days on campus after nearly two months in the "real" world I would have laughed out loud in their face (u know that smattering laugh that lends a lot more than was desired) that one! Yet that's what am doing at my image in the mirror, am finding it very funny that I miss the "good life". Low cost living, cheap thrills (like icecream Sundays and Saturday siesta- where u really never get up after Friday night thrills); rice with pretty much anything and the occasional junk food inhouse party. Lakini most of all, I miss the guys with whom I burned the midnight oil or toiled through scorching hot days with- good times. Incidentally, I choreographed this picture to represent a feeling of nostalgia, from the sepian tones to the monochromatic colouring; the setting and the models pose.


The dress itself came to me on the morning of the debut of my second collection, I made it in a record two hours though the idea had been cooking in my head for like the longest time. The low cut back is a representation of the freedom that confidence can avail when you finally come into your own. The successful blend of kitenge and jersey made this one urban number I would love to have in my wardrobe. The jewellery is a combination of grey and black cut glass with ceramic beads and beautiful buttons. The monochromatic blend of fabrics and jewellery was a deliberate attempt to bring to life a sepian theme, "In hind sight". I love that the dress can switch from various settings effortlessly- wedding ceremony, cocktail party or night out; an ideal addition for a fast-paced multifaceted lifestyle.

254 FOR 254

As the world marvels at Kenya's outpouring of generosity and humanity towards the hungry in The North and Far East of the Horn of Africa, I am deeply moved at the apparent "humane-ness" of the Kenyan people. I myself have dialled triple 1 triple 1 several times, I guess that means I have contributed to this amazing kitty. Kudoz to you if you have.

When I was starting off this journey of enterpreneurship, I had hopes of realising some form of "financial independence" without formal employment. However, research has shown that it takes some businesses over two years before they can begin to rip profits during which time many businesses fail because proprietors simply give up or are incompetent. I have made several confessions on this blog and I am about to make another few...

I guess I can say that coming this far was by far an act of grace from God, who continued to open doors and windows; especially when I was about to throw in the towel. Fashion is a challenging yet fulfilling career, but it takes a lot of heart and passion to remain straight faced in the face of adversity. This is where I count my blessings; thank you God for keeping me alive when I have ventured into the dark and mysterious allies and streets of Nairobi's downtown... Thank you also for protecting me in the face of bandits on several unfortunate occasions... Thank you also for providing for me when I exhausted my puny student's allowance in the name of "investing it in my biashara"- for covering my losses... For giving me the strength to keep going when exhausted, I skipped meals to cover errant costs...- for all the meals I can now graciously partake.

Today I have learnt a very important thing; that even in the most grim of circumstances- I must count my blessings and remember those who do not have half of what I do...By surviving bouts of brokness as a student entrepreneur, I cannot pretend to know the sorrow and suffering of the hungry Kenyan; but I can empathize; and do what I can to help change the course of events.

Allow me to draw your attention to another demographic that is earning less than a dollar a day and is at risk of going hungry in the current economic climate. I guess what I am  trying to say is that there are a lot of young people out there struggling to make an honest living, to pay the rent, to put food on the table and to avoid trouble. Let us support them too, let us not forget them either; so that they too can be encouraged to be part of the solution rather than yet another problem.

So the next time you huggle down prices at the local thrift market, consider that perhaps a family of five or ten needs to be fed; so pay for services provided to you duly and don't be too stingy with that 10bob (u know the one you practically wrestled out of the kangez hands)... Give it to Kenyans for Kenya and atton for your sins of omission... just a thought!

Monday 8 August 2011

BREATHE OF FRESH AIR

My good friend Lynn called me up sometime last year, she needed a whole wardrobe for The Miss USIU Pageant and I was soooo honoured. We literally sat in the streets of Nairobi and plotted a winning wardrobe; it was one of those challenges that I relish though at the time I had never taken on anything like it. We came up with a flowing gown of silky sky blue and white- the milk, and brown and gold swirls - the honey...I just love the hounds-tooth undertone and swirly linework that has come to be the highlight of my "Milk and Honey" Collection. To me this dress represents a breathe of fresh air!!! The flow of it, the colours, the layers and the fit; these are the things I love to bring out in my clothes. I just wish it fit me... Enough said!

Worn here by the lovely Ann Masibo, in my former backyard, edited by yours truly...
And below, at the Runway 254, worn by Sally who might I add rocked it! Photo by Nick Klaus who captured it from a really nyc angle.

God Bless you all, time to exhale, hoping to excel!!!

Friday 5 August 2011

SWEET SORROW

YES- Fashion has an ugly side!!! U.G.L.Y- I said it! Very very ugly. Sleepless nights, harsh critics, less than enthusiastic reviews, horrible clients, bad days, back stage madness... The list goes on and on and on... I have seen several horror stories unfold right before my very own eyes- busted seams and gapping zippers, corsets getting stuck in hair (on a model several inches taller than you- the poor dresser), tiny dresses (wharrr!!!!), tiny winy models (ala!) hehehe. Then there's what I experienced 1st hand in Rwanda, a serious language barrier!


Below, from humble beginnings ( a raw picture always helps to put things in perspective)


Backstage at The Afro Fashion Festival (A.D.D)


Backstage at The Citizen Fashion Show Season 1!
(Cheers to Sharyn Odipo, the model who held it down in this airtight dress, to say the least)

I have got to tell you the stuff that goes on backstage is too "unfunny"; i used to laugh at how high fashion designers would be revealed at runway shows looking miserable, disheveled hair, sweating forehead, worried look - that was until that disheveled designer became me. Now I don't find it funny anymore, now its just histerical, i believe the word is "SWEET SORROW"!!! And a midst all this craziness, friendships are made; bonds are formed; resolutions are sworn (i dare say curses and insults are hurled) and sure enough rivalries are formed. In a perfect world, it would still happen all over again- So cheers to the Sweet Sorrow that drives my passion (smiles and kisses!)

Stay tuned for more backstage madness- I would love to laugh n cry with u as I take on the world, so do join me on my journey of new perspectives!!!

Monday 1 August 2011

A PILGRIMAGE OF SORTS, PART I



I am a firm believer in a certain school of thought; that nothing ever happens by chance. You’ve probably heard it said a zillion times and now, you are probably thinking, what’s new? Well, a paradigm shift for starters…Take for instance what shall forever remain my point of reference, at least until I globe trot again, but here goes- Rwanda. I cannot stress enough how much of an eye opening experience it was. Let me put it in perspective for you my fellow mwananchi…

You come from a fledging economy you have been made to believe is the golden egg of the Eastern Peninsula; you believe that with its expansive coastline and an open gateway to the rest of the world you are better placed than anyone living in a small landlocked country in the middle of the African continent. You see yourself with certain prejudice; you are educated, you speak three languages- may be more(Kiswahili and English and a little of your mother tongue). You have also travelled widely, or at least you have made frequent trips to the Coast, to Naivasha, to Maasai Mara, you have been to the border at Namanga; you get my drift?

Then you pull up into this grand city in the middle of nowhere, and somebody whispers in your ear- This is the “Village of Kigali” and it looks like that too. What with the modest housing along the narrow road just as you pull up into the city. Then you get off the bus, get into a cab and set off to explore the rest of this foreign country. All of a sudden, this beautiful city with pristine highrise apartments and huge hillside mansions opens up before you. A number of large green well manicured roundabouts open up before you, the streets are cleaner than the pavement in your garden back at home; it is unbelievable how this terrain of interlocking hillsides can give rise to such a civilized neo urban establishment.

It is rush hour when you leave the cozy villa that houses the restaurant where you have just enjoyed a palatable buffet of East African dishes; there is a light shower and the low lying dark clouds make the sky seem closer. You recall the lyrics, “Touch the sky, I I I can touch the sky” (Kanye West) and wonder if the DJ could play you that song as your models walk down the runway. You wonder too, if these guys have in fact heard that song…(No pun intended because as the story goes, I discovered that Rwandese pop culture is hip and happening, these guys are cool peeps- but that's in PART II)

The cab takes you through winding roads, quite unlike the ones at home; no, these ones are soo much smoother, a lot less traffic; few people walk on the pavements along the roads and you wonder if they all have private cars. Where is everyone? At home, at any given time, much less the rush hour, people quite literally throng the roads, crossing highways recklessy with motorists hooting in toe at one thing of the other. Here, there is a sense of civility, organization, calmness; you wonder if there are matatus around here. Those noisy little nuisances with yellow lines and funny drawings…but soon enough you realize that Rwanda too has “Michuki rules” when you spot a white PSV van with a yellow line at a designated stop. You observe that nobody shoves or pushes, they all wait their turn- ahhh civilization…it’s like coming home (a different kind of home from the one you know).

The road network is a 21st century dream, cut into the hill slopes, several round abouts with manicured lawns punctuate the horizon while some flyover those below; you remember the two tunnels that have just been erected in your hometown and wonder if the Kenyan road network will ever match up to this one. You wonder too how this small country could be soo well “designed”? Then the cab driver informs you that you are driving through the area where the president lives, points out a few high end hotels and diplomatic missions, while he pulls into these gorgeous pristine apartments where he soon informs you that you shall be staying with the rest of the foreign delegation. 

Suddenly, the magnitude of the journey that you embarked on begins to dawn on you… You are an ambassador, you are charged with a huge responsibility, you must represent your fellow mwananchi; did you ever sign up for this when you set out to establish yourself way back when? Perhaps a thought for every entrepreneur, where do you hope to see yourself in a year or two? And in another decade or so? Perhaps a very important question to muse over. But i digress, as you sample the sights and sounds of a very civilized society- you wonder if you will awe this tidy bunch with your fashions from beyond the borders…you have a show in an hour and no time to waste you must take care of the loose ends.





By now you have probably guessed that I am talking about me, the typical Kenyan hustler off on a trip to a foreign country, to show them what I am made of... I landed in a country I had only ever heard mentioned alongside grief and saw the face of a civilized well organized society that has come of age. Not stuck in the past. Not stuck at all. Well developed and on the fastlane to becoming a fledging economy. A real paradigm shift, a pilgrimage of sorts, an opportunity to see what the future can be for those whose priorities are right. Perhaps a thought for an aspiring entrepreneur...?

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